- I’m tired of crying.
- I’m tired of being sad.
- I’m tired of pretending.
- I’m tired of being alone.
- I’m tired of being angry.
- I’m tired of yelling.
- I’m tired of feeling stuck.
- I’m tired of needing help.
- I’m tired of missing things.
- I’m tired of being different.
- I’m tired of missing…
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LOLOL wtf is victoria doing??(xOmg Victoria and Stephanie in the back.. HAHA!
Hey, remember me?
Yeeah. Well I was there for you since the beginning and I have never left your side since. Now you think it’s okay to blow me off when something else comes up. Well gee, that’s cool. Just remember that I was there for you from the start and I stuck with you when things got hard. It would be nice to get a little attention for the things I go through for you..
I’ll be honest..
I do miss talking to you. I do hate that we did drift and we don’t talk anymore. I kind of wish we were talking again, but I guess that’ll never happen considering that we never do try to talk to each other. We’re always concerned with our own lives that we don’t even try to attempt to start a conversation with each other. All I’m saying is that I miss talking to you, venting to you and laughing with you.
Any song feat pitbull
Singer: *sings*
Pitbull: hey mami dalè mr worldwide (some stuff in Spanish) eeeeeeeeewoooooooo
I notice everything.
By everything, I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. I notice every single little detail. I just don’t say anything.
this^
Today was a good day. The only thing that stopped it from being a great day was that it was Thursday -_-
truee dat!
Goodbyes.
Goodbyes hurt more than anything, especially when deep down you know you will never say hello again. It takes seconds to say hello, but it takes forever to say goodbye. Saying goodbye to someone I love a lot, kills me. Knowing that they’re leaving my life and I’ll never get to see them again. But sometimes letting go is for the best.
Now a Days..
I’m annoyed by the smallest things, people don’t understand me at all. Those who think they know me bring up things that hinder at me with annoyance. I get pissed off whenever you bring up HER name. Yeah so I admit the fact that I like her, but bringing up her NAME everytime you see me or every period we have with each other is a bit fucked up. Bringing up if I made my move, or if I got sum, it’s stupid, I’m her bestfriend I hope, not a friend with benefits. I find it stupid when you bring up things you have no knowledge of, Yeah I’m talking to you THOMAS, fuck off bitch, I admit I can be a two face at times, don’t like it, don’t like me, easy as that. And for you Calvin, you’re a bad ass I get that, but bringing up all the girls I talk to is friggin annoying. Yeah I talk but that doesn’t mean shit, calling me this or that dissing me, and disgrading how I am calling me gay or a fag, that’s alright to a point where sometimes I’m about to blow my top off and I DO want to get down with you. I don’t really care if I can’t manage against you or whoever, but at times you guys need to understand some people need privacy. Whenever anyone brings up her name telling me to get at her or make my move or have we got together, just shut up already, we’re friends and only friends, I’ve accepeted that already. I walk off from all you guys cause you guys make me so pissed off. I know it may make me look like a douche, but whatever. Its not her fault, its never hers, I’ll do anything for her, but that’s cause she’s my best friend, and she means that much to me. Doesn’t mean much more than that. I’m not looking for a relationship right now, so for those who bring shit like that up, shut up, or fuck it. God, my life is already fucked over, I don’t need anything else to deal with. I’m ohkay, but at times I need time to cool off. It’s nothing much, but don’t bring up her name referring to the stuff you guys do. I’m annoyed and pissed. But I’m not mad at her, or anyone else, just a few people, and if you’re reading this, I’m sorry for walking off its not your fault, I’m sorry for bringing up guys name here or there, I admit I’m the jealous type, its funny at times, but here or there, I just wanna walk off, and forget everything that has happen. I’m the emotional type, and those who say they know me usually don’t only a few right now understand what I’m going through, but no one really understands it all. I’m done lol.
